“As I approached a recent milestone Birthday, I realized the heavy weight of my resistance to turning that number was mostly due to what I’ve experienced in the 50 years now in my rear view mirror. How I’ve lived my life, who I lived life for and how I got lost in all of it. I wanted desperately to find a new way to live, to find joy in a multitude of ways and to live my next half century with a different purpose by putting me first.
I’ve endured incredible childhood trauma and constant drama within my immediate family over the years that’s been so overwhelmingly toxic it was literally killing part of soul. My father was sentenced to prison when I was in my late thirties. When I learned what this person so close to me was capable of, my life shattered – the pedestal I had this person on broke into a million pieces. How could I recover from this betrayal, how could I live my best life when I was so devastated by his life choices?
I realized that if I was going to make my life better, it was time to disassociate myself from those toxic relationships and kick that group storm to outer space, as far away from me as possible. By finally making this change I have more joy in my life and I see people differently, I listen much more intently & because of the lessons learned by surviving the first 50 years of my life, I can offer helpful advice when the opportunity arises.
As I began the journey to this new way of living my life I began searching for answers to help me recover from past traumas. That is when I discovered SupawesomeLife through my Son and his Lady love who were already living their lives in the best way possible by embracing SupawesomeLife principles and methods. I found myself gravitating towards them more. Listening, paying attention and witnessing the joy in their lives, the way they smiled in pictures, the confidence in their stance & the statements made without saying a word. I craved to integrate that lifestyle into my own life.
I wanted all of that & more!
Now, with having the SupawesomeLife team in my corner, I feel I can live my own story and my own truth. My life is no longer defined by my past experiences or by heartless toxic family members. Now, I define who I am today and how I will live from here forward. I choose to surround myself with positive people who support me and unconditionally love me with no strings attached. I choose to live a joyful life.
To say that I’m grateful for this time in my life to conquer & grow in my journey of heart healthy healing is an understatement. It literally moves me to tears, not heartache but joy. It’s never to late to make this kind of decision, once you have faith in yourself all things are possible, no matter how long they take or how hard it is at times to work through.
Amber is precious, she has a gift & encouraging her to continue what she’s doing comes easy to me. I thank you for your dedication, your drive, your unconditional love and for sharing your heart, because literally your heart is helping mine heal. That kind of love is priceless!
Open your mind and feel the joy – I promise this way of life will feed your soul”